If you have been following me for a while, you know I tend to get a little personal. Not very personal but just a little. Today, let’s get very personal.
For years, I have been taking care of the needs of everyone around me but neglecting myself. Chile I let myself go. I don’t look the same, I have gained a lot of weight, and I am just exhausted. I decided that today I was going to get my life back.
Fresh start! This journey is personal and all about ME! I do not care who I offend while I get myself together because when I was going through it no one was there & I do mean no one. As long as they got what they needed out of me they were good and gone.
I do not want any one feeling sorry for me because I will not feel sorry for who feelings I hurt while I get myself back together. I just want to be happy again. I want to wake up daily with a smile on my face and not disgust.
I have expressed myself over and over again and it goes unnoticed, so I am done talking about it just like I’m done living in pain.
I just stopped doing the things that made me happy because I was so tired and drained. I just failed a class because I could not keep up with the things I handle on a daily, school, and everything else. School makes me happy, writing my blog makes me happy, working out made me happy, and I just stopped all of those things to help, serve, and please those that don’t give a damn about me.
Just here to say, guys I’m back!